har har

it is extremely hilarious how i am so distant now from those who were so close to me
i think, i have come to detest everyone i even cared for

now a days, i only care about music (either listening to music or playing an instrument) and being an intense otaku
and, you know what, i am an honest fake around people
i am nice, when i just want to snap a few necks and i am mean when i just want someone to talk to to
maybe someone like me, but not exactly

i advise no one to trust me, one bit
because i secretly hate you all
and only side with my self
if i want to, i'll probably talk about you behind your back
but, not really because i am a procrastinator
if i am not going to get off my ass to do simple tasks, why would i even open my mouth to talk about you;
please consider this.

but i don't believe i would defend your name because to me it is worthless
because you are worthless

if you haven't guess yet, this is directed to a person whom i secretly detest
i do not know why i even bother with you, or with others like you
i guess it is because i am truly always bored with my life and need a easy person to talk to
someone whom is always there, i suppose

but, i cannot wait until i go away for college because maybe then and only then i will be rid of you
and maybe, i will get my poor excuse of life back on track

once again,
I AM A FAKE
and i only side with myself